It was the other night as I lay in bed. The lights were on and I was between watching YouTube videos – a bad habit of mine and now you know! Lying there I was overcome by two feelings. One was feeling as peace and the other was feeling whole. The man that I used to be was left, every bit of him, and that was no longer scary for me.
It wasn’t that he had been rejected, more that he had simply, gently fallen away from my collective senses. This left the feeling of a being a real genuine woman in a way I had not yet felt. Feeling that and not feeling some sense that I should qualify the description.
It was a wondrous experience and one that will, if one can hope, will be repeated often.
My Gifted Life 