As I understand it, it can take awhile for all the receptors to get recharged. I wasn’t surprised that my trans feelings came back with the hormones and the sex drive, and I guess I can honestly say that I missed them since they were part of me. For the last six weeks everything’s been…… Continue reading Memories from 2013 – Q1
Category: Journey
Staying Safe
I had an interesting conversation today with my therapist on this subject. I think she was surprised at my attitude on the subject and the degree of caution I have. Staying safe should be a real priority for everyone, not just trans people, not just women but everyone. Years ago I took kempo karate and…… Continue reading Staying Safe
botox to the rescue
Around six weeks or so ago I made what was probably a poor decision. I’ve used topiramate (Topamax) for some years with a break for control or migraines and weight. I was getting quite a few migraines a couple of months back and my weight wasn’t so good so I though, “Hey, it’s not working”.…… Continue reading botox to the rescue
Memories from 2012
I thought it might be helpful to review some of the process over the last five years. I’m going to include representative posts and some of the better responses I received. For privacy reasons I’ll remove any names. End of June 2012 I find myself in this ungendered state. I was talking to our rabbi…… Continue reading Memories from 2012
What do you want to know
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Two hundred ninety five
Sometime over the next two or three weeks the counter will flip and I will have written more than three hundred posts. Non fiction mostly with a solid count of poems. Enough to fill a book, which is incredibly shocking. I wasn’t much of a writer, I still remember going to the Dartmouth bookstore, having…… Continue reading Two hundred ninety five
Gone
I miss her touch and warm embrace the smell of flowers in her hair I miss the way she smiled at me her presence made the world feel fair Though grown apart we faced the world with spear and shield kept out the bear of shattered hopes and dreams forlorn so thus an end…… Continue reading Gone
Midnight
The midnight lovers stop and stare A hint of moonlight in their hair They lay there in that state of grace Giving them a warm embrace The childlike cries of pleasure brought To the surface nature taught In sweet agony is her face Her lover holds back from the race At last the battle has been…… Continue reading Midnight
SRS advice
This is going to cover what might be uncomfortable for some. Stop reading if you don’t want to hear about anatomy. If you read about SRS, what you hear is that the neovagina is dry or at least non-lubricating, i.e. it doesn’t get wet. It’s hard to find good information about how long it’s going…… Continue reading SRS advice
The Reawakening of my Life
In 2012 and late 2011 my life devolved into a pit of despair as I went through my final struggles before admitting I had a problem. It is somewhat more of a male thing to hide weakness, one possible reasons, but truthfully it was the guilt and shame that kept my mouth closed. Then too…… Continue reading The Reawakening of my Life
My Gifted Life 