My Gifted Life

Closely related to depression. I’ve had a not so fun few days with a great deal of anxiety. I have a theory that it’s due to my not keeping a good schedule on my meds. We’ll see.

Generally, in the greater time scale I’m doing pretty well. My problems are ordinary and don’t depress me, at least not more than momentarily. Who knew that just six years after starting hormones I’d be pretty normal. But it really is true and it didn’t take all of that time.

This is not to say everything came out absolutely perfect. My nipples are a little numb from the augmentation still, which I knew was possible but I was hoping to avoid. My therapist tells me that can still come back.

My vagina is still a struggle, but at least it is close to the right size. I just ran out of the “test” subject so I no longer no if it is good to go. Alas, not a big deal to tell the truth.

I’ve also seemed to lose the ability to orgasm and not because of the surgery. It’s more a sexual response problem. So that isn’t great but there’s plenty of sensitivity..